The educational background to be equal to..... what ?

         Recently   I  confused about my educational background , I must finsh it or stop it , every time I saw my childs  hope me stay home with them or heared the sound in the phone , it is real bad feeling in my heart ,I will ask myself : what am I doing ? Am I a good mom? The educational background to be equal to one person face or paysheet . Sometimes  I really want to be a mother , yes , just a mother , housework, don`t  lost every  time can keep with my childs , but if I give up or stop now , it is a pity  , if I still work I need the educational background  but my child need me , too?